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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
7:22 pm

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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
12:19 pm
dont want to go to work today, dont want to go to work at all
i dont wanna punch a clock, ya i just wanna punch a wall!

so now i work full time at the bp gas station on rouse and university
the job isn't to bad, or degrading
except when i have to put on this useless neon orange, yellow striped vest
"to protect me from vehicles while im on the lot"
and then i have to get this little dust pan and broom and sweep up cigarette butts

but moneys money
atleast im productive
unlike some people.......................*cough cough*
gotta work in an hour

i need to have band practice so we can play more shows
the last one was classic
everyone started a pit in the outhouse of a bar we were playing at
then as the drunkness progresses beer bottles and clans were tossed round the place like beer was pouring from the heavens
stick out your tongue and let the good times roll

Current Mood: accomplished

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Monday, October 25th, 2004
12:01 am
i ain't no god damn son of a bitch, ou better think about it baby
the grudge was the coolest fuckin movie ever
i wanna see it again
scary shit
i cant get the creepy girls face outta my head
i love it

halloween horror nights thursday

hopefully band practice sometime soon

i had to let my pet turtle waddles go
didn't want to be responsible for his death
a guilt that i could just not bare heh

i was just thinkin about how i miss my old friends
i haven't talked to jimmy or cara in forever its weird
life seems a lot different than what i had pictured when i graduated
but i like it
everything seems so ........... grown up heh

i think im gonna be workin at bp, come buy some smokes from me

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Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
1:56 am
she gets all the girls, she gets all the girls, im givin up, i dont even try i dont need to tell u y
cuz she gets all the girls
ya she gets all the girls
im givin up

halloween horror nights not this thursday, but the next
28th possibly?
halloween party the 30th
im gonna be the coolest fat drunk spiderman ever
got a juniors spiderman costume at wal mart
spandex feels so good on my supple body
kiss my ass

heres to 1 year anniversarys with chinese food and super nintendo <3

Current Mood: silly

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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
6:10 am
tell me why i cant sleep at night
i never sleep anymore
but im always tired during the day
go figure

so monday is mine and allisons 1 year anniversary
i have class allday and a test tuesday
what luck i have

so we're supposed to get drunk tommorrow night to celebrate

halloween horror nights on thursday
i dropped off allisons ring to get fitted
no point in havin a white gold diamond ring, if you're not going to wear it
eh eh

bored as hell and i wanna get ill
i want to play guitar

80's metal bands are the best thing ever
iron maiden like a mug

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Monday, October 4th, 2004
9:58 am
have i told you that i really love you, even though i really really bug you
haven't updated in a long long time
almost forgot i had an account
nothing new really happens though

allison lives the floor below me now
so that means that i live at allisons apartment
and on the 18th we will have been dating for a year
fo shizzle
me and allison are going to canada for christmas
snow angels and snowmen
who woulda thunk x-mas could be sucha blast
white christmas for all them bitches

MTv news update:---------------------------------------------------------------------***

the bands back together
new drummer, new name
Paul Tooth and the Anamals

josh gingivitis representin

so band practice wednesday
and supposedly we're playing a show thursday night at underground bluz
but who knows
( Dawsons Creek is sucha bad show, so why do i always catch myself watching it?)

lifes good
school sucks, test tonight, need to study, how do you study speech?

Current Mood: amused

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Saturday, July 24th, 2004
12:31 am
almost as sweet as the taste of your lips <3
i forgot i had a live journal
nothing news happened really thought so know biggie
its crazy to think that me and allison have been an item heh for over 9 months
im almost broke so i need to save what little money i have for next month
the 18th of august
allisons 18th birthday
our 10 month anniversary
and she moves in the next day
so obviously im gonna have to do something extra special
cant just laze around and watch movies and cuddle all the time
not that theres anything wrong with that <3
but i kinda miss when we used to go out for out "fancy" dinners heh
i love her more than anything
shes always on my mind
just waiting for her to get home from work now so i can get my hugs and kisses goodnight

Current Mood: lonely

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Sunday, June 20th, 2004
5:21 pm
she tells me that she loves me, she says she really does, she says she wants to hold me, she says...
well its just because, yeah its just because

crazy weekend
me and allison were driving and her car started making all these putt putt spurt noises like a lawnmower starting up and we freaked out
shut off the engine and put on the emergency lights
then it starts rainin like a mug

luckily people are nice and everyone tried to help
some guy helped me push the car in the rain to the gas station
the car just overheated so we put water in the radiator and shiz

crazyness i tells ya

not having a computer sucks dick
im so fuckin bored all the time
i cant talk to my girlfriend while shes at work
it gets lonely heh

start my new class tomorrow
oh boy

and now allisons car has to go to the shop on her day off so i might not even be able to see her forever
i hate thinkin about shit like that
just makes me want to break something heh

band practice tonight
what the fuck am i gonna do for 5 hours

Current Mood: lonely

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Friday, June 4th, 2004
12:17 pm
i love you soooooooooy sauce, my little fortune cookie
last night was great
i got to see allison for the first time in a googlezillion years
we didn't really do anything
but it was fun just to cuddles and be happy
and we ate boston market, woooooo hoooooo

then she dropped me off at the rouse house and i had band practice
went to underground bluz and played a show

the bukakkes rocked the house
everyone had a good time and likeded us
so it was good

i dont get to see allison again until monday after work

its gonna be weird, i dont think i've not seen her over the weekend in forever
what do people do on saturday nights?? heh

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Saturday, May 29th, 2004
4:58 am
sweet dreams are made of these
when my girlfriend calls me and leaves a message of the song shes got the look by roxette

if thats not love, then waht is


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Saturday, May 15th, 2004
10:31 pm
cutie booty cutie booty cutie booty
haven't updated in forever
no one reads this shit anyways

sick as fuck
quit smoking
then got a cold

so coughing up twice as much shit
just feel drained and cranky all the time

i just want to see allison asap

so hopefully she'll be here early tomorrow
then everything will be better

Current Mood: drained

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Friday, May 7th, 2004
12:21 pm
blood is thicker than water my "f"in ass
i was lookin through my old picks that were taken before i moved to florida
a kinda rememberence of everything i was leaving behind i guess
and i missed my step mom
and i got sad because her mother is dying of cancer and i wanted to call her to tell her that im sorry and i love her and miss her
but no one was home

so i tried to call my dad
but hes in the middle of an appointment or something
and said he'd call back
so i said ok i love you
and he said ok yep i'll call you back

its just weird that my dad cant tell me that he loves me i guess

but my grandpa shows no affection at all either

so i guess it is normal
but it just seems weird when you tell someone that you love them
and there like yea, ok

12:23 and im to tired to face the rest of the day
i just want it to be tomorrow so i can see the love of my life
and then have my first show with the bukakkes

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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
9:54 pm
it's right the "F" over there
party this saturday

the bukakes will be playing

at 2651? rouse road
bbq and beer and music

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9:38 pm
what the "F" !!!!!!! i'll put my D in your A
band practice was badass
its really comin together
i hated teh band name
so i kept suggesting new ones

i think the band name now is
the bukake's
or straight up bukake
im not sure
but i like em both

so bukake on your chin like a bad goatee

got to see allison today after a long awaited period of 2 days
seemed like forever i tell you
like forever
i dont even know what we did
we went to sonic and got lunch
and i dont think we did anything else heh
watched tv
and were sad together
allison elbowed me in the face and made my nose bleed
------------ see said it was an accident but i know the truth
------------ shes mad that i have band practice
atleast everyone was happy at the end of the day though
so thats all that counts
you can never go to sleep angry
i think i heard that in some movie or some "S"

so "F" you, im goin to find something to do

happy cinqo de miyo?
or some shizz

Current Mood: blah

(break my heart)

Monday, May 3rd, 2004
3:31 pm
its about time for a party at my house, and it wouldn't be the same without you, no not at all
as i recall
you've got what i need
ba badun badun badun

so party at my house be there
around midnight
who's coming
lots of liqour, lots of beer

whose comin, whose comin
hit me up (407) 362-3434

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11:03 am
that girl i try so hard to understand what you're talking about..... <3
best weekend ever
of course i say this every weekend
but it is always better and better

seeing mean girls, and havine lots of laughs
sitting by a bunch of fat ugly gothic kids
getting pissed off and yelling "shut the fuck up"
at the exact moment that the theatre gets quite, so it seems like i yell it as loud as i possibly could
people look around
gothic kids shut up

late night drinking, followed by late night swimming
leading to late night kisses and late night cuddling
waking up refreshed, neither of us with hang overs
sitting around being lazying, saying just 5 more minutes and we'll get ready
lunch at panera for a second day in a row
there soup and sandwiches are fetch, haha fetch
crazy homeless guy spinning around and talking to himself

seeinga second movie, godsend
allison convincing her mom to stay the night again

uh oh its 11:11 make a wish
i know i just did

feeling sick
having chicken noodle soup and feeling so much better
watching crazy soft softcore porn on the oxygen channel heh
waking up with kisses and hugs and cuddle
eating boo berry cereal
then the oh so sad, but kiss filled goodbyes as allison drives off into the distance heh

now im off to clean, have band practice, and await my best friends visit tonight
i like being truly happy

Current Mood: happy

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Friday, April 30th, 2004
7:12 pm
uh oh, new lj icon, we're in trouble
cutie pie girlfriend
knows how to work computers
can do me right <3

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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
6:42 pm
TUFF all in upper case, so you know that i ain't playin fool
my girlfriend was born on August, 18th
the same day as the texas chainsaw massacre
can you say TUFF
i cant even spell that shit nigga !!!!

grocery shopping for the big date tomorrow
boo berry cereal
reese's cups
chicken nuggets
you know how we roll

--possibly goin on a double date heh
with roomate and his gal
to the rdv skating complex

Current Mood: excited

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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
10:43 am
you say that you're too cool for me, and deep inside i know that you're right
we're practically married now
i mean we shopped for new dishware for me
i smell commitment..... <3 heh
best 4 day weekend ever
i had so much fun with allison
watching movies
eating subs
watching iron chef and i love the 80's for days at a time
making fajitas and rice that is too crunchy
getting in fake trouble
driving around in the heat, not being able to decide what to do because its to hot heh

so much fun
such a short attention span when it come to typing on the computer

thanks for the bestest weekendest elmo <3 <3 <3

now i shall return to cleaning my ant filled apartment

Current Mood: accomplished

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Saturday, April 24th, 2004
5:56 am
does she work at 6 or 7
5:55 everybody make a wish

i know i did <3
it should be coming true around 3

Current Mood: loved

(break my heart)

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